Ok, I would like to say that I'm sorry that I'm unreliable and may have uninspired others; the whole time I tried to be someone I am not and I do not know what I really want to be. I'll be very honest with anyone who reads this, I don't have the ambition like I used to have back when I was in college when it comes to creating pieces, final pieces and evaluation of every work that's been produced to be put in galleries. Sociall skills are my biggest areas to focused on and thoroughly. I have different mental problems; autism, Asperger's, depression and other emotional difficulties that are a hindrance and make it very hard for me to focus on things like full-time work, studying, making new friends and relationships.
You may have noticed in the favourites page that I add quite a lot of portraits of women from other DA users. It's somehow a weakness of mine, but the worst part is: not socialising because I went into secondary school at the age of fifteen; I was homeschooled before that. So, I never had a clue about social interaction; most of what I said was very innappropriate (especially to the opposite sex). I'm naturally shy, but it's also a hindrance.
I think that everyone must know about this.